lesson pics, me and jack *pics*

[midnightmare]

took me a few weeks to decide wether to post these, I look slightly freakish with an elongated neck..never wearing a low-cut top again :p I blame my RI for making me take my jacket off haha. Also, horizontal stripes ARE NOT flattering for me and my fat lol.
I look so confused :p
http://i605.photobucket.com/albums/tt139/cavyscoop/horses/horses007-1.jpg
http://i605.photobucket.com/albums/tt139/cavyscoop/horses/usejack.jpg
I photoshopped this (badly) abit cos I looked really fat :o
http://i605.photobucket.com/albums/tt139/cavyscoop/horses/usejack2.jpg

[zoe-lvs-horses]

Beth how many times do I have to tell you... You are NOT fat!!!!!
Anyway great pics Jack is very handsome. Any jumping pics yet?:)
xxxx

[midnightmare]

will get some in tomorrows lesson maybe, depends if my parents get back in time for my lesson cos we have no idea when it is lol :p

[-x-laurrie-x-]

What are you on about? You don't look the least bit fat! And I'm not even talking about the one you edited! :p Nonsense!

Looks great though! Jack is gorgeous :D
Also, please excuse my Britishness, but the weather really does look glorrrious!

[midnightmare]

:o I do from certain angles (well most angles lol)
I love Jack, but once I get my canter transition sorted I wont be riding him anymore :(
It was lovely weather, hence the reason I had to take my jacket off lol :p (with my history it's probably good I did lol)

[scottishterrier]

lovely pics you dont look fat lol xx

[Pale Moon]

Blimey - if you're fat, then I'm a whale!!!:eek:

Seriously - you look great! Lovely horse too.

[Howengold]

:rolleyes: fat my bottom! Theres more fat on a dry peice of toast! silly girl!

Great photos by the way and I wish I was that 'fat':p

[midnightmare]

Thankyou :D
I still think I'm fat lol (i'm a size 12 :eek:), luckily jodhpurs hold most of it in nicely..but I am sticking with Harry Hall jods..I'm a size 8 in them :eek: :p

[Beck]

Great pics, your riding has really come on, as I've seen in your pictures! :D
However I think you should try not to be so hung up about your body. You're obviously focusing on some negatives that the rest of us fail to see, and it's not really healthy to do that :( All your posts seem to have something about you being 'fat', and I promise you, you really aren't. :(
I know sometimes people can't help it, but it's a great attribute to have confidence about your body, and I hope you find it because you look great :D

[midnightmare]

Thankyou :D
Sorry about going on about it, I am paranoid about the way I look due to constant bullying by people at school and teachers since I was about 7 :( I'll try not to mention it as much :o

[Sam_22]

All your posts seem to have something about you being 'fat'

I noticed this as well, you do always seem to bring up your weight. :confused: And a size 12 most certainly isn't fat :eek:.

You look great in your pictures, and echo what everyone else said, you look fine. :)

[midnightmare]

I noticed this as well, you do always seem to bring up your weight. :confused: And a size 12 most certainly isn't fat :eek:.

You look great in your pictures, and echo what everyone else said, you look fine. :)

thanks,
i explained in my post above..sorry :)

[Beck]

That's such a shame if people have been cruel about it :( but they have nothing to be mean about - you look great! :)

[Sam_22]

Aww you've nothing to be sorry about! I'm just trying to make you see that your not at all fat - size 12 is a great size to be, wish I was that size :p.

Bullying is horrible and nasty, hope your away from all that now. x

[midnightmare]

nope still got a year left of the bullying starting monday :(
thanks :)

[starrynight]

Good photos! and i also read the thread about your jumping, sounds like you are doing really good...well done!!!

As for this other thing...You are NOT fat and anyone who says or insinuates otherwise is quite clearly blind/jealous/stupid!!! Do not listen to them! Go back to school and hold your head up high, ignore the nasties, make the most of everything you enjoy and concentrate on your studies so you can do well (look at your sig;))! Then when you leave school you can move on to college/uni/job etc and start a fresh. Things will get better, trust me, i've been there!!! Sending you massive hugs :D you can always pm me if you need a wee chat or something :)

[midnightmare]

Thankyou :D
I am going to work hard this year I NEED 5 A grades to get a horse so I am going to be studying ALOT lol :p I'm not going to let the Tango Pandas' comments effect me this year, they can take their opinon of me and stuff it where their disgustingly short skirts don't cover :p because after this year I'll be spending every day on a yard doing the thing I love surrounded by fantastic people :D

[starrynight]

Good stuff, i'll keep my fingers crossed for you to get those 5 As then ;)

[midnightmare]

thankyou lol :D