Attention D&D

[ANN H]

Well - how did it go last night with the SJ and OH?

[Dummer&Drummer]

hi it went ok, there is a reply in oh halfs watching lessons. i was so nervous, did not really enjoy my guy being there, not been that nervous for ages and was quite like rude and abrupt :rolleyes: poor guy, but think he started to twig how when i have been saying i get quite nervous sometimes he never realised until last night how much, so despite me being a bit of a moody mare my guy was very good, so may perseve with him watching me. he held drummer for me and stayed and chatted (not that i was talking much, chewing my fingers i think) at the start gate. he did think that cos i am so nervous i am very gutsy as did 2.6 class for first time and some of the spreads and fillers are pretty scary, and he did rush off and buy me flowers after lol bless

did feel very weird though having him there watching and must admit am finding this hard as had hardly no spare time without a guy in my life :rolleyes: we'll see :) think i am being a bit of coward as well re relationships, pretty scarey :)

[Dummer&Drummer]

he was really good as well, chatted to everyone, carried my saddle and tack, helped me turnout etc as leg was pretty shoddy last night, i was a bit of a mare :rolleyes: was so nervous though and so worried about making a twat of myself infront of him, also bearing in mind i compete with 101 kids :) i over tired as well i think. big changes in my life at the mo take a bit of getting used to :)

[ANN H]

If he can cope with all that you're on to a winner!

[Dummer&Drummer]

yeah he did handle it very well actually. luckily i am an angle of temperament all other times, aside from when i get really really nervous, which has not been for quite a while now (not that nervous anyway) and it was a lot of pressure in my head having him there and being first sj of the season at the yard. he was really good......and of course i made sure he knew that :) my daughter says that when my nerves like REALLY kick in bad, i tend not to speak much and i am quite panicky and a bit abrupt because i am panicking and i am totally an easy going person ... funny...thank god it getting better hey ;) had not eaten all day pretty much either and leg was pretty shoddy last night after work mix that with some nerves and i reckon i had a bit of a chemical imbalance lol

silver lining last night was probably the worst situation for us and it was ok and he dealt with me pretty well, he reckons easier next comp now he knows and should be a bit more relaxed about the situation next time

come on i dont even let my parents come and watch or other friends, think only bobbin ive let come :rolleyes: very embarrassed being a novice adult sometimes

[teabiscuit]

D&D he sounds like a smashing bloke :)

[Little Dolphins]

[QUOTE=Dummer&Drummer]and he did rush off and buy me flowers after lol bless

A very good sign, in my book!

Good luck with the nerves thing:)

[Dummer&Drummer]

yeah he does seem to be a goodun:)

nerves, that is getting a lot better, just went a bit belly up last night, think i just felt the pressure having my bloke watching and knowing i get hammered by all the kids :confused: :) i did not speak much last eve, was quiet (reckon i like that before a comp anyway) but normally i talk 10 to the dozen lol (as you have probably guessed)

[RustyMary]

Wow he sounds fabulous - all that and flowers too! He must be really struck on you - really pleased for you :D