I agree with others D&T, you did real good by her and she was an utter credit to you. I'm sorry it's not getting easier & it makes me sad she wasn't with you for longer x
I am so sorry it is still very painful for you D&T - I think it is even harder to bear because she was taken from you before her time. But at least she knew the kindness and goodness of a loving home in her last months didnt she?
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