Iv only ridden my mare twice this week due to weather, Farrier and Dentist visiting. First day I rode she was lunging brilliantly, we are practising on her trot to canter transitions, she's bucking going into canter, and she was great no bucking going into canter so when I started to ride she was doing well she can be a bit cheeky at times but soon started to listen but when I asked for a few canter strides at the end of the ride she bucked, managed to stay on!got her into a forward going trot just to end the ride on a good note. Anyway couldn't ride the next two days due to weather (no indoor school) so did some lunging and then rode there were a couple of other horses in the arena and I think she was just excited at having company with her, now these two horses are dressage horses with fantastic riders, Im not a bad rider, have been back in the game for 2years no but you know what I mean you just start feeling inadequate, plus horsey decided today was the day she wasn't going to listen to me!!!so in the end after 15mins riding I gave up, groomed her and turned her out and felt like a failure!!!I thinks its the fact you think the other people are looking at you and thinking "my god"!which they probably werent! Sorry to go on but feeling like a bit of a failure this week when things were going so well with us we're just 2months into ownership. I think I just need to stop the pressure on myself and just enjoy what Iv got. Thanks or listening guys
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