Thanks Anna, it is because of where we were that is the most painful part, will i ever get that bond with something else.When I see you name up or read your posts, I always think of those photos of you and Jack jumping bridleless. I was utterly gobsmacked and inspired to work so much harder at my relationship with Rosie in the hope that one day we could be half as good as you two were.
I am so so sorry for your loss and in tears just thinking about how much you must be hurting. I think your comment about another pony will find you is just right, when the time is right and you were very lucky to have had such a fab horse to make you the excellent horsewoman you now are. RIP Jack