Hello everyone - been very tied up last couple of weeks with family dramas and have tried to keep up with all your posts but feel I've sort of got left behind at the moment! So many new names - cant believe it - have I missed an upsurge in membership or something? all good stuff though isnt it - more the merrier I say!
Plus my hard drive decided to 'die' on me ( sure it couldnt possibly have been anything I had done???) - sadest thing was I lost ALL my pics of
ALL my horses - old and new - only got a few left on photo bucket - really sad about that.
Anyway - now have new super dooper PC that is megga fast but leaves me feeling very bewildered and old - sort of think about what I want to do and the b****y thing just does it - all very alarming IMO!
Point of post is - havent ridden the delicous JJ since sometime in December - though my lovely little sharer has been taking him out weather permitting. BUT.....just cant gather up enthusiasm to get on his lordship myself - apart from one rather alarming hack she had with him he has been a super star - but just cant be bothered. Feel soooo guilty - but soooooo tired after all the recent family mayhem.
any suggestions to get myself going again - dont think its nerves (but who knows?) - i go down the field - get him in -n groom him - make much fuss of him - .....then just put him back out!!! What is wrong with me??
All criticism of my pathetic mindset will be taken onboard without offence
Plus my hard drive decided to 'die' on me ( sure it couldnt possibly have been anything I had done???) - sadest thing was I lost ALL my pics of
ALL my horses - old and new - only got a few left on photo bucket - really sad about that.
Anyway - now have new super dooper PC that is megga fast but leaves me feeling very bewildered and old - sort of think about what I want to do and the b****y thing just does it - all very alarming IMO!
Point of post is - havent ridden the delicous JJ since sometime in December - though my lovely little sharer has been taking him out weather permitting. BUT.....just cant gather up enthusiasm to get on his lordship myself - apart from one rather alarming hack she had with him he has been a super star - but just cant be bothered. Feel soooo guilty - but soooooo tired after all the recent family mayhem.
any suggestions to get myself going again - dont think its nerves (but who knows?) - i go down the field - get him in -n groom him - make much fuss of him - .....then just put him back out!!! What is wrong with me??
All criticism of my pathetic mindset will be taken onboard without offence