I have been riding on and off for 4 years and recently I just keep chickening out. I don't like the new rules of actually retrieving the horse because it's massive and might bite me.
I like the riding part even though I'm rubbish at it but the getting on is just scaring me.
Lockdown just made me scared of the whole thing, it's just stressing me. I said I'd quit, but then missed it too much, and now that's it's coming up to my lesson, I want to quit again. It's pissing me off.
I was so happy when I booked it again after quitting, but now I'm not. I feel stupid and I hate myself.
I like the riding part even though I'm rubbish at it but the getting on is just scaring me.
Lockdown just made me scared of the whole thing, it's just stressing me. I said I'd quit, but then missed it too much, and now that's it's coming up to my lesson, I want to quit again. It's pissing me off.
I was so happy when I booked it again after quitting, but now I'm not. I feel stupid and I hate myself.