I will apologise in advance. Pointless thread - just need to off load / share. I don't know why but I feel really out of sorts. I think it's partially because we are moving and I don't feel like doing anything "proper" or "permanent". Everything feels so temporary atm. Just been nattering with the farmer about moving, talking about it makes it seem so real! Yet we seem a million miles off. Not heard from the agents - I am guessing nobody wants to view over Easter hols? Anyways, its a gorgeous day and the girls are happy sunning themselves in the school. Shame they can't be out on the field, but its just the way it goes and her leg needs to heal and stay out of bother! I am jolly lucky we have the arena. I feel as though I'm hiding from MIL again too - won't bore with details but she's on stalking duty again OH is busy with work which is good. Think I shall ring mum and sister - for some no nonsense natter Also feeling weird cos it doesn't feel like Thursday at all. Feels like a bank holiday for some reason?! I keep feeling a mixture of excitement and nerves when I wonder where we shall end up. Is this normal or is it an omen? I really do not want to stay here, that's for sure! Eight years is far too long - we were only meant to stay two max!
Sorry for the ramble. Any thoughts / ideas most welcome
Sorry for the ramble. Any thoughts / ideas most welcome