i write this with stream after stream of tears rolling down my face.
i went to the yard this morning nice and early only to discover my horse slumped again a stable door, he had died during the night, i do not know why, as he was fine last night he was just begining to kick the cellultius, all i could do was scream over and over and over and over again as there was no-one i could call i knew he was already dead, he lay there cold with his eyes open, i lay against him for 15 mins or so crying and weephing untill OH and YO's and liveries came rushing down. i could not bear to leave him.
i miss him already even though it doesnt really feel like he is gone, i have never ever known pain like this before. All i want is my boy
i am not sure what to do with myself at the moment as i feel i have been robbed, i loved my horse more than life its self as he was my world, my soul, my reason for being.
i love you boy, run free my angel,
i went to the yard this morning nice and early only to discover my horse slumped again a stable door, he had died during the night, i do not know why, as he was fine last night he was just begining to kick the cellultius, all i could do was scream over and over and over and over again as there was no-one i could call i knew he was already dead, he lay there cold with his eyes open, i lay against him for 15 mins or so crying and weephing untill OH and YO's and liveries came rushing down. i could not bear to leave him.
i miss him already even though it doesnt really feel like he is gone, i have never ever known pain like this before. All i want is my boy
i am not sure what to do with myself at the moment as i feel i have been robbed, i loved my horse more than life its self as he was my world, my soul, my reason for being.
i love you boy, run free my angel,
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