Its ok Joosie, Laura and CFP, I'm with you all!
I'm 33 now, longest relationship 5/6 months. Last time I went out wth someone was around 11 years ago.
I think I'm 85% happy on my own. There's only the odd times I'd like someone there, mostly to comfort me while I'm feeling crap, but I manage ok. I guess I just worry about old age and that, being alone and being that mad old aunt that my nephews have to visit.
I'm too strong willed, too opinionated, and too challenging to be with someone. They would never live up to my impossibly high expectations, and I get irritated by folk if I spend too much time with. I used to do the whole whiney 'whats wrong with me?' thing, but now I'm more confident in myself. I'm me. I think I understand why I'm single. Its a choice, yes there hasn't been many nice blokes to change my mind, but probably because of my impossibly high standards lol!
A part time boyf would be nice. Maybe once a month, after all I have my Flipo to keep me occupied, no time for men!
I do believe in marriage, I just hate that so many folk don't take it seriously enough or are blinded by the honeymoon period and rush into living together, buying stuff together, and marrying, having kids, for it all to blow up in their faces. Its not the case all the time, but sometimes you see it coming a mile off but there's just no point in saying anything, everyone's gotta learn from their own mistakes and I guess you can never be 100% certain.
I guess I'm also a little suspicious of those girls who jump from one relationship to the next without any time inbetween. A couple of my mates are always with someone, like they don't like being on their own. I also hate that they can't even spend one night in their house without their OH.