Thank you for the reassurance. I do think I am a push over sometimes and should have learnt my lesson in terms of rushing and not taking time. I'm starting to get very nervous about going to try the horse which I know is normal but it's partly because my RI is on holiday this week so no lesson. I'm starting to convince myself I can't do it. I know I can becaus I have but I'm starting to think what will I do with my own horse every day - I have had my own horse every day on loan but it's starting to feel like a very long time ago now xx
