I decided last Thursday that I really needed to put my beloved mare out on loan, with the girls, their ponies and a baby I am just not riding her, she was getting fat in the field and naughty to be caught as I was just not getting the time to spend with her..she has a badly surnburnt nose purely because I just didnt have time to spend hours catching her to put lotion on which she hates!
I advertised for the benefit of my horse and by Friday we had a perfect loan home just 15 minutes drive from home and only 5 minutes from my daughters school...couldnt be better.
I am now having second thoughts, she has gone on a two week trial, I have cried since dropping her off last night and am just in constant floods. I keep putting it down to the baby blues but I think it is more than that, I simply cant live without her,
I have done a loan agreement and know with this I am within my rights to have her back any time but I would now feel awful on the loaner as she is in love with her already and is spoiling her rotten. She says I can see her anytime and even ride her but I feel out of control and like I have lost my soulmate who has been with me since a yearling, before I had children and we have even been to hell and back through colic surgery.
The loaner is a lovely lady, I trust her and the yard has a good reputation for livery but I keep thinking I have made a drastic mistake which has spiralled out of my depth now. Are these feelings normal, will I be ok in a few days or should I admit to the loaner that I have made a mistake and need her back!!! Anyone been in this position? Part loaning is a possibility but I like my horses to live out and my field is a good 40 mins from the loaners home. My hormones are wild at the moment, I know that but I cant help thinking I have done something silly here :bomb:
I advertised for the benefit of my horse and by Friday we had a perfect loan home just 15 minutes drive from home and only 5 minutes from my daughters school...couldnt be better.
I am now having second thoughts, she has gone on a two week trial, I have cried since dropping her off last night and am just in constant floods. I keep putting it down to the baby blues but I think it is more than that, I simply cant live without her,
I have done a loan agreement and know with this I am within my rights to have her back any time but I would now feel awful on the loaner as she is in love with her already and is spoiling her rotten. She says I can see her anytime and even ride her but I feel out of control and like I have lost my soulmate who has been with me since a yearling, before I had children and we have even been to hell and back through colic surgery.
The loaner is a lovely lady, I trust her and the yard has a good reputation for livery but I keep thinking I have made a drastic mistake which has spiralled out of my depth now. Are these feelings normal, will I be ok in a few days or should I admit to the loaner that I have made a mistake and need her back!!! Anyone been in this position? Part loaning is a possibility but I like my horses to live out and my field is a good 40 mins from the loaners home. My hormones are wild at the moment, I know that but I cant help thinking I have done something silly here :bomb: