My name is Sam Thompson I'm new to the forum I'm 17 a boy I could be a equestrian but don't know anything. I played soccer back in the in 8th and 7th grade but I wasn't very good at it I was gay at the time made fun of a lot just I couldn't do the kicks right or trying to do my best instead I just beached warmed the whole time. Honestly even if I was a equestrian my sister said to me everyone is good at something but Honestly I'm not good at anything. About being a equestrian I have so many questions where to begin and I'm struggling to find a mentor who would teach me. I know someone who rode in middle school but hated me. I don't know which horse breed would be good for me because I get really nervous and overthink things. My finale thing would be is I'm not a very fast learner and struggle a lot. Honestly I might need a lot of help.