Oh all the time Orbvalley! I'm finally getting to grips with Angel after owning her for more than a year and we're having a lovely time together hacking all round the countryside, but when I look at videos of me riding - urgh! My hands are somewhere up near my chin and I'm all flappy. Ghastly! My goal is to do BE80s next year and some days I feel confident and like we can do it and other days I don't. (In fairness, I know Angel can easily do it! She's very scopey and 80cms isn't big. It's MY confidence that is the issue!) Just keep riding - that's probably all the advice I have!