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Star the Fell

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I have had Mylo nearly two years now and feel like I’ve got nowhere with him. I can’t ride him out alone, he takes the mickey out of me in the school - falling back into walk as soon as he can from trot, refusing to lunge on one rein, usually, but not always, the right one. He needs to lose weight, which I’m struggling with as he doesn’t work well in the school for me.
On the other hand, everyone else says he has improved enormously since I got him, he can work nicely in a forward trot (when he wants to), if my RI gets on him and canters him, then he will canter for me too if I jump on afterwards.
So, I can either spend my Xmas works bonus on an extra lesson a week on him for the next 12 months or so, get someone to walk beside us to build up his confidence on the road, or I can accept that he’s not right for me and sell him.
However, what would I get to replace him? I think that I am trying to get Star back, which is never going to happen. What if I sell Mylo then his replacement starts taking the mickey out of me, because it’s me at fault for not being a good, confident rider (I know that this is something I have to work on).
Mylo happily hacked out alone for the first six months I owned him, then got frightened and I am not a good enough rider to build up his confidence myself.

I am just on a downer today, I love him to bits and would happily keep him as a pet but it wouldn’t be possible, he needs to work to get the weight off, because he puts weight on just looking at grass.
So, your suggestions are all welcome please
 

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Could you get a sharer who was good enough to keep him trimmed up? If you could offer free riding & were picky about who you took it could work very well.

As much as riding lessons would some confidence coaching help you? Is it just riding or other areas of your life too? No need to answer that, I'm just throwing it in as something for you to consider.
 

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That's got to be frustrating, I don't really think anyone else can answer it for you and there's no wrong answer either way :)
If you are completely smitten with him in every other way perhaps splitting weekly lessons with your RI so she rides half to tune him up then you ride half so you can get on together, would be helpful for you? It's amazing what regular sessions with a pro can do to help and in a very short time you're left looking wondering why you were struggling.
Equally if you decide to sell, there are those good old sorts out there who don't need a super confident rider for them to be a nice ride, the ones who will look after you and help your confidence :)
 

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You sound very down on yourself. Perhaps you are grieving for Star more deeply than you realise?

Horses always present challenges, there is no such thing as the ‘perfect’ horse and just when one aspect of ownership is going well, another falls apart. It takes energy to face these issues when they arise, and it sounds like your confidence and self-belief is low. My advise is to take some time and not make rash decisions. Take the pressure off yourself and accept the situation as it is today.

Keeping his weight down is the priority, so what can you do immediately about that? What about loose schooling? Will he move if you gently use the lunge whip? Can you restrict his grazing more? Soak his hay? Use a muzzle? Keep him in his stable longer? While exercising him more is the ideal way, there are other options if this is proving challenging at the moment.
 

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Thanks for the replies.
I am a bit (lot) frustrated with myself at the moment. My regular RI (W) comes once a fortnight. She won’t ride him herself because that’s not the way she teaches, fair enough. My second ‘RI’ (L)is a 23 year old local girl who owns and events 4 horses. She is totally fearless. She does ride Mylo for me and gets him going really, really well. Which is great, but just proves to me that it is me that is the problem, not Mylo. L is now coming weekly and will ride Mylo for 20 minutes, to get him going nicely and then I will get on for 20 minutes and try to keep him going the same way. This is the way I’m going to move forward until my spare money runs out. L says that Mylo ‘isn’t easy’ and says he is cheeky and tries to get away with things, so that makes me feel a little better. My frustration is that he will work nicely for her, then for me straight after, he works nicely on the fortnightly lesson, but is extremely hard work when I’m riding on my own.
I think I am constantly comparing him to Star, but she was 9 years older than him, so a lot more mature, balanced etc.
So, tonight’s plan is lots of transitions - walk - halt - trot - halt - trot, in the hope that this will ‘hot’ him up. L is booked in for tomorrow.
 
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Maybe video your next session and video yourself in a month or two, after the weekly sessions, I bet even if you don't feel like there is any change there will be some to be seen on the video :)
 

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So what's the difference between what L does & what you do? And is your attitude different when L is there? I wonder if a lot of the difference is that when you get on after L you believe Mylo will go nicely and so he does, can you replicate that belief if, say, a friend sands in the school with you?

I can understand and agree with where W is coming from, it's you that needs to be able to ride him, not her. Someone sitting n occasionally so you get a feel for what you want can be helpful, but I don't think it's a long term answer.
 

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So what's the difference between what L does & what you do?

The difference is around 30 years :) L started riding when she was 7, I didn’t start until I was 30, so I have a lot less confidence than her. At the back of my mind is always the fear that if I come off and hurt myself, I won’t be able to work!
The main thing that change when L or W is in the school is that they can both see if I am tensing, blocking with my seat, legs in wrong position etc etc. Plus if something goes wrong and Mylo tanks off with me, it is less frightening because there is someone there to shout out, sit up, lean back ask for a circle. All stuff I know to do, but which goes out of my head at the time
I know L riding him isn’t a long term solution, but he is still learning himself, having done nothing in the school when I got him, so L can teach him what to do, so he has half a chance of understanding when I ask for the same.
Hopefully L riding will be a short term thing and we will change to her giving me a full lesson without riding him first.

Videoing the lessons in s good idea. I’ll do that too.

He went quite well tonight, lots of transitions and a couple of nice, forward trots and a cracking leg yield.
 
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I would probably do a pro and con list but not on a downer day.
List what has improved since you got him, what hasn't and what little hiccups you have.

Is having two instructors actually a help or a hindrance?
If L gets him going for you, can she not teach you to get him going for you? What's missing? My instructor won't get on board either. I pay her to teach me, help me. So if mine is being extremely "awkward" her input is to direct me to solve it.

You have just described mine in the comes back to trot at the first opportunity. If I breathe out too long the little minx would take that as a cue. She's on the laid back side, however with transitions and using the school to school- that means you work and I expect it and she offers it.
I keep it short. I probably have one thing I want to work on in any one session. Some sessions are just twenty minutes and we finish. But I have an idea before I get on. Of course if she wants that session to be I can't go down the bottom then we add in that as well.

Mine wouldn't hack out for the first 18 months. I had a foot soldier. That was either the RI or I simply did it. We went for miles like that and then I started riding her back.

Re not lunging that might be worth getting checked that is not a pain issue. If it's him trying out his authority it would be on either rein at each pace. But if it's mainly one and usually canter that could be balance, but it could be muscular.
 
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So what's the difference between what L does & what you do?

The difference is around 30 years :) L started riding when she was 7, I didn’t start until I was 30, so I have a lot less confidence than her. At the back of my mind is always the fear that if I come off and hurt myself, I won’t be able to work!
The main thing that change when L or W is in the school is that they can both see if I am tensing, blocking with my seat, legs in wrong position etc etc. Plus if something goes wrong and Mylo tanks off with me, it is less frightening because there is someone there to shout out, sit up, lean back ask for a circle. All stuff I know to do, but which goes out of my head at the time
I know L riding him isn’t a long term solution, but he is still learning himself, having done nothing in the school when I got him, so L can teach him what to do, so he has half a chance of understanding when I ask for the same.
Hopefully L riding will be a short term thing and we will change to her giving me a full lesson without riding him first.

Videoing the lessons in s good idea. I’ll do that too.

He went quite well tonight, lots of transitions and a couple of nice, forward trots and a cracking leg yield.
Years spent riding have nothing to do with confidence or ability. I know people who've been riding for years who have no confidence and/or are hopeless riders, people who've only ridden a short time who are very confident, confident riders who are dreadful & good riders who lack confidence. To put it bluntly that's an excuse you're making to yourself. If L must ride before she teaches then watch closely what she does & when, compare it to your riding & build it in - use her warming him up as a lesson for you.

It sounds like you'd benefit from a friend in the school while you ride, just to help your confidence. Hopefully then there'll be fewer cases of you tensing & blocking, though these are things you need to learn to recognise in yourself. Is tanking off a common occurrence, and is there a link to times when he does?

With an adult horse that knows how to be ridden from hacking it shouldn''t take long to get the basics in in the school, essentially all your asking him to do is the same as he does hacking but in a confined area. The aids are the same, as is the movement, all else is technicalities.

You can do this, the question - and I'm not being nasty here - is do you want to?
 

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Thanks @newforest im glad I’m not alone in this. Both L and W teach in similar way. I have had W for a few years now and like the way she teaches. L is only a short term plan and simply because she will jump on Mylo so she knows exactly how he feels to ride, so if she sees I’m struggling with him, she can offer up solutions having ridden him herself.
I plan to keep both on unless it does become a problem
Re the lunging, I think it is a dominance thing. Which ever rein he starts on he tends to do well on, then when I stop him to change over, he refuses to let me even stand on his other side and just moves his bum away from me . (It may also be worse on his right rein because I am then holding the lunge whip in my left hand, so don’t have as much control of it being right handed.)
The canter I think, is just excitement as it’s still ‘new’ for him, so he either rushes into it, or bucks into it.
 

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I lunge a few different ways in a few different places.
I lunge off the halter or bridle and coupling, I don't need to go near her to change the rein. Maybe alter what you are doing so he alters what he is?
I change the rein in walk across the diagonal or down the centre line. I may ask her off the track and back over as a half loop. If she's got a nice active walk I don't want to stop her to go and find it again. :) If we are out in the field I just change it as I don't use markers.
Usually halt means we've finished or something has gone wrong or I need you to stop while I put a pole back in place.
An example was flicking my whip and looping it round the fence and I had to let go and go back for it, her deciding to lunge with the line through various legs. Me dropping the line completely when she took off.
I have to say when the vet used her to teach the students how to lunge- because she's really good and knows what she's doing. Oh I know she knows alright the little minx!
Have you thought of having a lunge lesson for both of you, if one or both of you lack confidence it could help?