I didn't realise it, but my social life happened primarily at my work. Now that I've left, I'm struggling to keep up with all the folk I've left behind there. Also I am royally skint these days and have very little time. I had some holidays there at Christmas and really started to feel quite lonely, I now realise how much I actually enjoy human interaction. I used to get enough of it when at work, but now I'm a bit of an outsider at my new job, I'm not getting the social interaction I crave. Can't believe I'm saying that. I'm known for being a grumpy hermit lol.
I know its temporary though. Even going back to work yesterday, already made me feel better and I'm not so lonely again. Its really difficult trying to keep up with folk socially. Everyone's got their own lives and tbh, there's only so many flipping times I can meet for coffee or go out for dinner. I'm sick of eating out and its costing me a lot as I'm always the one that has to travel to them as I live in the middle of nowhere and am single so carefree and its easier.
Its making the effort that's the tough bit. Even though I have a social life and friends, they all have their own families and lives that come before me. This is going to sound mega mega sad, but it was my birthday two days ago and no one outside of my family and two friends remembered. Probably my own fault as I have it hidden from view on fb and I'm old enough now that birthdays are just another day, but it just reminds me that I'm a bit lonely since I left my old job. But was the social interaction I had at my old job, just an illusion of social life?