I have agreed to ride my boss's horse before he is sold (see Alfie in the for sale section!). It will be the first time I will have ridden since my accident almost 6 months ago. I feel physically sick :| I know myself I need to get back on, even just to walk round the school. Atleast then that will either put an end to my riding and I can close the book on that part of my life, or it might give me the kick up the arse I need to book a lesson somewhere. Either way im almost healed now and I think it's about time I got back on. I've left it to long already! I shall update when the time comes (she's talking about next weekend!!!)