Im scared basically.
I should re-introduce myself as basically im a lurker on here (due to my lack of horseness) I started riding when i was 10, went to a not so good riding school for 5 years (!) as it was the only 1 in my area and i was horse mad. I didnt learn as much as i should have really and how i was taught wasnt very good. At 15, i gave up riding and then took it up up again at 19 went to a weekly lesson at a further away riding school. I had to give up due to work. A few months later i met an old work friend in a club who needed help with her horse. I took her horse on part loan over the summer last year, but the whole time i was pretty nervy. Her horse was a great eventer, very forward going etc and a bit of a madam at times. - Totally not what i was used to (used to riding ploddies). At the end of the summer i had to give her up due to college.
Im finishing college in January and i miss riding. I'd love to get back into it but my confidence is shattered and ive no idea why Ive never had a bad accident. I worry about falling off and due to being a bit over weight i worry about seriously injuring myself if i hit the deck.
Thanks for reading, i would be greatful for any advice.
Kez xx
I should re-introduce myself as basically im a lurker on here (due to my lack of horseness) I started riding when i was 10, went to a not so good riding school for 5 years (!) as it was the only 1 in my area and i was horse mad. I didnt learn as much as i should have really and how i was taught wasnt very good. At 15, i gave up riding and then took it up up again at 19 went to a weekly lesson at a further away riding school. I had to give up due to work. A few months later i met an old work friend in a club who needed help with her horse. I took her horse on part loan over the summer last year, but the whole time i was pretty nervy. Her horse was a great eventer, very forward going etc and a bit of a madam at times. - Totally not what i was used to (used to riding ploddies). At the end of the summer i had to give her up due to college.
Im finishing college in January and i miss riding. I'd love to get back into it but my confidence is shattered and ive no idea why Ive never had a bad accident. I worry about falling off and due to being a bit over weight i worry about seriously injuring myself if i hit the deck.
Thanks for reading, i would be greatful for any advice.
Kez xx