Last goodnight for Jack

Bodshi

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We always said Jack could be a field ornament as long as we could keep him happy and sound with minimal intervention. He's been one for several years now, with on-off Danilon to keep him sound and breathing supplements/dust free/soaked hay or haylage to stop his COPD flaring up. We joked that he'd go on forever he was so happy and healthy with his lifestyle.

But all of a sudden he's gone downhill, his breathing has become more laboured over the last few days and this morning YO said he could barely walk out of the stable which isn't normal for him. She gave him a couple of painkillers and he came round but she talked a bit of sense into me and made me realise that we should say goodbye while he is still happy in himself.

I gave him a pamper session today and his breathing is really bad and he was coughing. He's also started to get oedema around his sheath so I'm guessing his big heart is failing. He's still happy and falls on his food like he's been starved forever.

He's in his late 20s and a big boy, but I hadnt realised until I looked at my photos just how much weight he has lost - not skinny by any means but he always used to be rather too well covered.

Good old Jack. Because he hates vets to the point of trying to kill the odd one he will shot first thing tomorrow. I feel sick at the thought but I'm assured it will be the quickest and least stressful way for him. I won't be there though, so I've said goodbye tonight. Hard to believe it's the last time I'll ever see him, we've had him 11 years and I was really hoping he'd have at least some summer on the grass again.

Here he is today - the really odd thing is that normally when I go into his paddock his two field mates shoo him away and won't let me fuss him, but today they left him alone.

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Sending you lots of love and strength. If it's any help I think that if he hates vets that much then having him shot will be the least stressful option for him because he'll know nothing about it. Have a few stiff drinks tonight so you hopefully get some sleep, and know that you've absolutely done the very best thing for him 🤗 🤗 🤗
 
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Thinking of you, what a lovely owner you are, he's very lucky to have you to put his needs first above all else ❤️
 
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Thank you all for keeping me going. I've nearly bottled it a few times.es this evening but I hope this is the right thing to do.
 
so so sorry, but you are doing the right thing, if he is really struggling. We have had that chat with the vet about our 33 year old donkey Aimee, every time we have it, Aimee listens and a good dose of bute and she is off again. If he is vet phobic then the option you have chosen is less stressful, Sasa was pts feeding her face, most of mine have been lucky enough to go peacefully. Hugs, so sad.
 
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So sorry that you've had to make The Decision. Absolutely sounds like the last kind thing you can do for him. Hugs xxx
 
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I'm relieved to hear he went quietly, he won't struggle anymore now.

Look after yourself @Bodshi , even when we know it was the right decision for them it still hurts us.
 
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Thank you. He was loved, but I still feel like we betrayed him. If only we could all die peacefully in our sleep!
 
Thank you. He was loved, but I still feel like we betrayed him. If only we could all die peacefully in our sleep!
I think it is easier when it is a no choice like a fracture or a colic that you decide not to go surgical. When it is just age related you always have the what ifs but he was telling you he was struggling. If he had been able to hang on and get good summer grass in him he might have picked up - Aimee is a summer donkey hates winter - but wasn't to be. No matter how they go you always wonder what more you could have done, it's natural
 
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