Chloe is gone - one year on

[chunky monkey]

I really cant believe its a whole year shes been gone. Is time speeding up.

 

[Trewsers]

I really cant believe its a whole year shes been gone. Is time speeding up.

Yes sadly time has sped up. One of my friends told me it would after I turned 21 and that was a loooong time ago! I wonder where the days go I really do.

 

[horseandgoatmom]

It's hard yes...but so glad you you think of fun
Times..
Im not quite there with Sonny yet.

 

[diplomaticandtactful]

It's so hard, i have so many ghost horses and donkeys. Some hurt more than others. I miss my poodle so much, Kim was perfect. And i still can't think about Sasa and ironically Sapphire is where Sasa died.

 

[Kite_Rider]

It really doesn’t feel like a year does it ((hugs)) I’m glad you both have happy/funny memories now and hope that one day they might be more frequent than the sad ones x

 

[carthorse]

Sending you lots of love and strength today xx

 

[newforest]

Thinking of you.

 

[Frances144]

So difficult. I deliberately dont remember any dates (yes, birthdays catch me by surprise every year) but I do understand.

I still can't even say my darling wee dog's name out loud. Nope. And I don't look at any old photos. I just can't. It is like giving myself misery.

 

[Trewsers]

So difficult. I deliberately dont remember any dates (yes, birthdays catch me by surprise every year) but I do understand.

I still can't even say my darling wee dog's name out loud. Nope. And I don't look at any old photos. I just can't. It is like giving myself misery.

I think it's because it is so close to the longest day and Mr trews and me always remember that, because it's when we moved into our first home together back in 1994 and then moved up here in 2016. A lot happening around the same date. I hope one day you will be able to look at pictures of your dog x

 

[Huggy]

A whole year has gone by since our beautiful old Chloe passed away. I think of her every single day, she's the last thing I see at night on my phone at night and the first thing on my wall (thanks to @Kite_Rider ). I thought mr trews and me would never recover, it felt so bleak a year ago. There's still a huge Chloe shaped hole in our lives, but we now regularly have a laugh about her ways and I can just about bring myself to open her rug bag, though I found her fly rug this morning as I was digging Zi's out, which upset me a bit. I hope you're having a the beautiful rest you deserve sweet girl.xxxxx

That hole doesn't go, it just softens round the edges. 4 years and I still haven't taken Ramsey's bedding out. I'm sure she's met Ramsey and all the other beauties in those sunny meadows.