Thank you everyone. I do appreciate the advice and I know I am a bit down on the situation right now. I've sat and had a think about what it is and really it boils down to these things:
1. I feel a bit alone in it all - I don't know many horsey people outside of the forum etc and so looking is difficult (and viewing will be more so). Mainly because...
2. I don't really trust adverts anymore but worse than that I don't really trust myself to make a good decision (let's face it, I haven't really so far).
I was kind of using my lessons as a confidence boost in terms of my riding but as well in what I should be looking for, discussing adverts and horses etc too. So I feel a bit lost in a big sea again with it all.
I know I want to do this and I know I will find the right horse and everything but I just worry what I'll have to go through to get there - will I frighten myself again? Will I end up trusting someone and then finding out they've done me over? It's such a big decision and I know it's right. If the last few years have taught me anything it's just to live your life and do what matters. It's just a bit of a shame that my nervous disposition and 'bad luck' (whether perceived or actual) gets in the way a lot.
Thanks again for all of the support. I'll definitely look into NLP.
Xx
1. I feel a bit alone in it all - I don't know many horsey people outside of the forum etc and so looking is difficult (and viewing will be more so). Mainly because...
2. I don't really trust adverts anymore but worse than that I don't really trust myself to make a good decision (let's face it, I haven't really so far).
I was kind of using my lessons as a confidence boost in terms of my riding but as well in what I should be looking for, discussing adverts and horses etc too. So I feel a bit lost in a big sea again with it all.
I know I want to do this and I know I will find the right horse and everything but I just worry what I'll have to go through to get there - will I frighten myself again? Will I end up trusting someone and then finding out they've done me over? It's such a big decision and I know it's right. If the last few years have taught me anything it's just to live your life and do what matters. It's just a bit of a shame that my nervous disposition and 'bad luck' (whether perceived or actual) gets in the way a lot.
Thanks again for all of the support. I'll definitely look into NLP.
Xx