Had bad fall in April, fractured back and off riding for 3 months, but I did get back on and had some great hacks with my friend and was doing better (almost) than before fall, then fell off in slow motion going through a gate - that was a bit of a shock as she had always been good at manouvres. Then a couple weeks ago came off quite bad again, got knocked out and hurt my old back injury.
On the whole Daisy is a safe safe plod, these 3 incidents were completely out of character.
Now I can ride in the field but if I go out I am a complete mess.
I have been out once on my own (which was probably the best) and twice with friends, but I am not enjoying it.
Im riding along thinking soft hands, relax, breath, sing, oh my god her ears are back, calm down, sing some more, and on and on it oges.
Daisy hasnt put a hoof wrong but I am almost waiting for it and at my grand old age of 52 am terified of riding on hard roads etc incase I come off and I can almost hear the 'crack' of my bones.
What a bloomin mess I am :furious:
My question is do I keep pushing myself out and about and hope it all comes back, do I keep going round the bit Daisy seems happy with or do I try new places so she isnt spooky later when Im braver (even though she isnt spooky now) see - a flippin mess :furious:
HELP! someone please speak some sense into me.
aplogies for rambling - just had to get that out.
On the whole Daisy is a safe safe plod, these 3 incidents were completely out of character.
Now I can ride in the field but if I go out I am a complete mess.
I have been out once on my own (which was probably the best) and twice with friends, but I am not enjoying it.
Im riding along thinking soft hands, relax, breath, sing, oh my god her ears are back, calm down, sing some more, and on and on it oges.
Daisy hasnt put a hoof wrong but I am almost waiting for it and at my grand old age of 52 am terified of riding on hard roads etc incase I come off and I can almost hear the 'crack' of my bones.
What a bloomin mess I am :furious:
My question is do I keep pushing myself out and about and hope it all comes back, do I keep going round the bit Daisy seems happy with or do I try new places so she isnt spooky later when Im braver (even though she isnt spooky now) see - a flippin mess :furious:
HELP! someone please speak some sense into me.
aplogies for rambling - just had to get that out.